I kept this website private in the beginning. It was as raw as I was. I had to protect it. But now I am ready to release it. Release me.

I wished it could be a manual. But there is no guide. Sorry. You have to learn to walk this path on your own. Nobody can prepare you for it. I wished you never had to take it. But if you do, know that others have gone on this journey before you. Remember us.

All I can tell you is that at some point I had to let go, both of my diagnosis and my life; both of all I was, and all I ever said I couldn't be. And somehow I've been granted the privilege of being here a little longer. Hopefully much much longer. Which in the end, I know, will be as long as I was supposed to be here after all.