Suddenly, I didn't know what to do.
So, I stopped my car, grabbed a blanket and laid down on this field.
I cried until it made no sense to cry anymore.
I had just been told I had cancer.
I had no idea how to start. Who do I tell it to? How do I tell it. When do I tell it?
I had no idea how to end this. How to fix it. Who could fix it. Can I fix it?
But suddenly I knew what to do.
I stopped my thoughts, I grabbed the blanket and stood on this field.
I surrendered until it made sense to surrender even more.
I had just been told I am eternal.