For the next few days I have to have the patience of a Buddha. And dress like one too. My skin is just too raw. I can't bare to look at it. Let alone put any clothes on. The next 10 days is when my immune system is most vulnerable. Rest is all that's left to do. So, Obi wan Kenobi looking, I'll be home bound. May the force be with you. I'll see you all soon.

But hey, fuck it! Radiation is over. Radiation is over. Radiation is OVER. That is all I need to know. I can find all the patience in the world inside me!